bai bai <3

I always hated the idea of healer, because of time consuming and lacking fighting force at front. You were very different than me, always healing until the end, trying to save as much life as possible with SUP characters. I have no idea how to describe this even today(I guess it's called unique charm?).

That really ignited my fire and competitive spirit as "1-hit-killer", and made so many builds to crowd-dive and burst the way out of SUP groups and mobs, opposite as you healing injured users en-mass.

As for hatred toward SUPs grew deeper, one day, you talked out to me first. I don't know why, but I responded it and communication grew large and soon I started to understand people better. Then my perception of units and types of robots in CB changed a bit.

Many things happened through almost 2 years, but I do not regret anything.

If you were not around, I would probably be the same like other users using same mechas and moes, not building out unique builds I have on my own. Let alone, my talks with you around wouldn't exist and I'd probably wander around and not be true to myself once ever.

Even today, I still play crowd-diving styles, but I always keep the mind that you put the rules for me.(5k Cost limit, I am still remembering it! Although it's still hard to control myself...)

Thank you again, and I hope to see you in near future.

I wanted to like you and have you as more than just a friend. I had feelings for you, but several things made me know that I didn't want to act on them. You were so nice and welcoming, I figured you probably already had someone. I didn't wanna potentially lose that welcoming and warm feeling you gave me every time we talked, even though looking on it now, even if I did tell you, it probably wouldn't have changed anything. Also, I wasn't sure that I would even be good enough for you. I do a lot of things that I didn't think you would wanna do with me. We seem so different and I felt bad that when I got angry I was just like everyone else and wasn't as polite on my anger, or that I wasn't as welcoming and friendly to everyone like you were.

Several other things may have also shown barriers to me, but I don't remember them. In the end though I'm very glad that I never acted, because if we did somehow end up together, I don't think it would have lasted, or I would just have been in a one-sided relationship where you wouldn't be as happy as I was. And, if we were together, I certainly wouldn't be in the relationship I am today with the girl I've been with for over a year now.

I honestly was never fond of other girls because I was always neglected, I couldn't fit in with other girls and I just grew depressed. When you first spoke with me, I got scared because I didn't know how to act around you or a girl in general, since I'm not very girly. You were the first girl that's ever been so open to me before, and you've been here for me, and you listened to my relationship problems and gave me advice I could never think of it's sad to see you leave c3: and i'll miss you allot. you'll be a great nurse, your ability to give love to people and change them is absolutely amazing, I know you'll make allot of patients happy.

At first since u were in charlotte, i thought u ws a butthurt always angery player, but u prove me wrong and even changed how i look at people. Most of my friends started to say i was acting more cheery and pepping, even starting helping and trying to give advice to my friends. I have you to thnx for <3 Idk but this is embrassing but i always loved how u played a support and im gonna try my best and become someone like u, and start tunning and playing supports bit more freely <3